Yesterday was your birthday
I imagined how you celebrated
Wondered what you received
Thought about who you spent it with
I didn’t reach out
A boxing match broke out between my mind and my heart
You aren’t good for me
I miss you
Back and forth until I couldn’t take it
I love you
I hate you
I want you
I can’t have you
Now maybe you won’t call me on my birthday
I hope you do
I wish you wouldn’t
When will this fight end
Will it ever end
Maybe I’ll spend my birthday with someone new
Or maybe I’ll still be thinking about you