A life full of faking:
Looking from a far, so
picture perfect, and so fake.
How am I to know what\'s
real and what\'s not, when all
my life has been all but
real.
A plastic smile to whomever
I meet, always the listener,
never the speaker, afraid of letting
all the pent up emotions let
loose.
A different story for anyone
listening, struggling to find
a way out of the fake
lives I tailored for myself.
Once a happy girl, now
a helpless woman shielded(lost)
in the midst of the spiralling
stories of a fake love.
How am I to come away,
when I\'ve known nothing but
this since ever. Accustomed to
a life of fakery, wondering
if there is a way out.