Blood Sisters

Recently
I made a really good friend
We had a lot in common
We both love chocolate and adore dogs
We are both crazy and hilarious cause we always end up laughing so hard we start crying and fall on the floor
We also both cut deep slits into our skin and watch as the red starts to bubble and roll down the sides of our thighs
We enjoy all the same things
I’m happy when their around
It’s nice
To have someone who understands
Who can listen to me crying and whisper sweet “it’s okay”s into my ear
And they have me at their side as they are stuck to mine
We can joke around
Comparing funny horror stories around the campfire
Gazing at the stars in the sky and the thin rings of Mars on our wrists

Siblings are not twins
I guess we weren’t as close as I thought
We don’t have anything in common anymore
They got better
I got worse
They smiled more
I cried alone now
They wanted me to get better too
But I couldn’t get better
I just couldn’t

We don’t really talk anymore
I guess it wasn’t meant to be.