I\'m standing... in the void of uncertainty,
Losing my sense of direction,
I walk aimlessly... mindlessly...
Deprived of any reason and purpose,
I became contemptibly hollow...
Where the sky would detest me,
And the abyss would welcome me...
Hope and love have eluded me...
I do not know for how long since...
Battles after battles rage within...
Inflicting wounds that would never heal...
Agonizing pain struck me relentlessly,
Crushing the innocent soul without mercy...
I became a debilitated abomination...
A product of hatred, discrimination,
And all the sentiments of idiocracy...
Will I ever see the light,
In the permanence of darkness that surrounds me?
Is my sanity beyond repair?
Silence... ... ...
Nothing is more deafening than a complete silence...
I laugh till I cry...
For I realized, that I\'ve hit rock bottom...
Now, there is no other way then going up,
God, would you take my hand and pull me up?
Narrated by,
HaRoTa