Confined to a world of craziness & chaos -
Surrounded by strangers,acquaintances,friends & family
Desolate,alone & solus
Seconds,minutes,hours,days, months & years pass by -
Hiding & running from the pain consumed
Time standing still & moving in slow motion -
Screaming for help; although nobody can hear my cries
Lost in a vast sea of emptiness & years of hurt, sadness & pain
Consumed by the thoughts of leaving this world behind
Not one soul would notice me gone
Grasping & wanting the life I deserve
Reaching harder as the moments of life pass by -
Never grasping it; yet it\'s right at my finger tips
Further & further I fall down the rabbit hole
Is this the life -
That I will continue to lead?
Or can I find that life I deserve & need?
Lost, broken & an empty shell that takes me through life
Don\'t know how much longer I can manage this fight
Thoughts keep stirring in my mind -
Confined by a world of craziness & chaos