Feared is something I did not expect
Through this journey to get help
I never thought I would be feared
I’m crazy is that right?
I’m messed up
Sick
I’m the reason you lock up anything dangerous
You’re afraid of me
Angry at me
I know it
Stay away just stay away
Why do you all hate me?!
Please
Please
Someone be my friend
Someone take my side
Please
Long nights when I wanted someone to help me
I never thought it would be like this
I didn’t realise the healing process hurt too
Stop yelling I’m scared
Stop talking I know what you’re thinking
Stopitstopitstopitstopit.
My younger brothers
Look up at me for a bad example
My older brother hates me because I’m the victim
Why?
I didn’t understand that so much hate could be put on a child who simply did nothing wrong?