Isn\'t there enough air around?
Why do I feel suffocated?
Are you beating me to death?
Why am I crushed to death now?
Is it thunderstorms around?
Why is my heart crashing with thunders?
Is there water around?
Why am I the only one drowning?
Does my heart not know anything?
It feels like it became the home of sadness...
I thought I became strong,
was it a fake smile all along?
Why am I the only one,
to be ignored, to be betrayed?
Though I have been living with these pain all along...
why have I not gotten used to it by now?
Every strike still brings up tears..
though I have no more left anymore.
Am I even breathing?
Or am just living dead?