He constantly elevates me among the many with such honor
Let his grace to me not be in vain.
he’s all I should thirst and yearn for
And make salvation my aim
but it is needless I hold on to, when I shouldn’t be the same
I forget the paths I have tread
The paths that where he safely saved me from pain
With his gentle hands that wouldn’t let me go
Then there’s he Whose joy is found in my ruin
Plays on my frailty then plunders my soul
Crippling my mind to make me lose control
Blame the lies told
that make me lose my way
I know he stands with arms opened wide
Ready to receive my baggage
To bear the greater burden and be my guide
But still I fear and choose to hide
Since being Guilty and ashamed
unwilling to fork over my pride
Clinging to it like a leech would with no remorse for his pain
As one whose speech is airy, packed with empty promises
Promises done in vain
Several times, and again
Coupled with a million excuses
Several times , and again
Excuses quite groundless
Forgetting that in this path it is death I will gain
To be saved ,
I should let go of my sins, guilt and shame
It is a pity that treat him so cold
And I fall because I am not so bold
When I should stand tall and proud,
consider my ways
and have faith that can unstick my feet off the ground