last night i couldn\'t help it
the craving was too strong
ashamed to admit that
i\'ve been addicted all along;
your presence is poisonous
this chase is toxic
bad for my health yet
your touch is my antibiotic;
i see the rapscallion in your eyes
thinking it\'s an innocent crime
saying that you love me
knowing it shatters my heart every time;
yearning for a dopamine hit
that\'s when you give me nothing
just for once please
pretend i meant something;
i\'ve gotten used to being on my own
like a roadrunner on track
but last night i caved
and took a look back