I live in my shadow ,
Sometimes she lets me play ;
To keep what i know ,
Stored away .
She keeps me isolated,
To stay sane;
For the awaited ,
Pain.
She always says it\'s not for forever,
It\'ll be soon ;
Days turn into more altogether,
I\'m immuned .
She\'s consumed me,
By now she never lets me go ;
Beg and plead ,
Never to be
outgrown .