Why doesn\'t he love me?
I need him so
Why can\'t he get clean?
Even for him, it\'s a new low
I wouldn\'t want him as a dad
But it\'s what I was dealt
He\'s devoid of all feeling
It\'s always how I\'ve felt
Why am I not good enough?
To be fair, it\'s all of us, I\'m afraid
The drink, the drugs, are his crutch
There\'s not a whole lot more to be said.
It hurts when I think of him,
He doesn\'t know my kids exist,
Fuck him! He went away for good reason
And this is just part of the list;
Of all the reasons I can\'t stand him
Including my childhood of course
He was scary, and never there for me
All without a shred of remorse.