Eravaash

I Love You

Will you miss me when I am gone?
Will you reminisce on times long forgotten?
And would you hold my memory so strong?
Or leave it behind in a sea of nothing

Nothing, I am nothing
I don\'t even deserve your smile
Still yet, I ask for pity
Don\'t forget me when I am gone
Please don\'t

Remember me for someone I could\'ve been
As someone who had much to give
A dying light with life yet to see
A tortured soul ascended towards reprieve

Know that I will always love you
And I care for you
You are the shining star to my sky
The radiant sun to my eyes
The joy in otherwise
A rotten life
I love you
Even if you don\'t love me
Or care
Even if my memory hurts you
Just know that I love you
I love you

Nothing, I am nothing
I am but a fragile flicker
Its not how I want you to remember
I wish I could be more
I wish

I could\'ve been someone different
Taken more initiative
Used my fucking head
Instead I am all that\'s left here

Maybe I would\'ve made you proud
Avoided all this mental turmoil
My failures echo much too loud
I\'m a failure
I\'m a failure

But
Just know
That no matter what I will love you
And I will always care for you
Even if I am not here anymore
No matter where I go
Even if the waters swallow me whole
Or if my life seeps from self-inflicted hole
I won\'t stand this hurt no more
I will always love you
And care for you
Even if I am just a dying memory
A song no one will sing
A dull little memory
A fleeting memory
Just know that I love you
I will always love you
I love you