One step forward
A million back it seems
Why, oh, why
Doesn\'t anything ever work out for me?
Is this the pathetic I should be on -
Give me a sign, show me the light
What is the reason I keep coming back to this place?
A lesson to be taught -
Mistake to be fixed?
Darkness & melancholy starts to set in -
Others like to partake in the shenanigans & nonsense
Pack up & leave time & time again
Just like that, I\'m back with no reason or rhyme
Let It comes to surface the reasoning for returning to the place I despise
By myself, alone, I feel safest
Out of the reach & sight of the evil doers & their lackeys
Hiding in the shadows -
Awaiting their next attack
Begging to learn the logic for me being here
My mind & well-being has taken a beating
Miles away & more; I want to be
Ready to leave & finally be free