Why is it that I don\'t feel anything?
Why do I feel so numb?
People talk bout the saddest things
People around me cry
But I\'m immune to that
I don\'t cry
I don\'t seem sad
I\'m just staring into whatever\'s close
And I just have a blank expression
The thing is I do feel things
But there is so much going on in my mind
There are a lot of hidden feelings
And that is, in part, what makes me numb
Cus I don\'t know what to feel
I\'m all over the place
And it\'s frustrating
Cus when I want to cry I just can\'t
But when I don\'t, tears just roll down my cheeks
It makes me mad to think that I can\'t control what I feel
Cus I can\'t suddenly be vulnerable in front of people
I can\'t be vulnerable when others require me to be strong
I just can\'t
But I still prefer to have a blank expression on my face than to show everyone how I truly feel