Mwalimu Wuod Mwalimu

Forgotten

4. Forgotten

What point are you in life?

What purpose do you serve?

I\'m sure you have your answers

But I also have mine

 

Its not that I don\'t care,

It\'s the people that say I don\'t

Its no big deal

Thing is, I can\'t

Why?

I\'ve forgotten how to

 

 

You\'ll ask how?

I\'ll say, I don\'t know

Does it really matter?

I\'ve reached a certain point where I can\'t feel it

All of it is blurry

I want to care but I can\'t

Why?

I\'ve forgotten how to

 

A point where all there is...

 Is \'pain\' and \'fear\'

The pain of betrayal

The fear of being left alone

The pain of being looked down upon

The fear of having to bear all of it alone

I should care but I can\'t

I\'ve forgotten how to

 

A point where we embrace the tears

A point where nothing matters anymore

A point where all you want is peace

But you know what......

It doesn\'t matter, we don\'t care

Why?

We\'ve forgotten how to