They say I\'m never alone
Who’s with me when I lay in bed with thoughts of my own?
All I can think is if I were ever gone
Who would even shed a tear by my disappearance shown
This world is cruel
This world is beauty- full of art
This world is dual
This world is ripping me apart
I don’t think I can hold on any longer
I have been fighting this battle that I think I may lose
Things shatter
Oh, I have bruises
Cutting and burning like never before
No one to talk about my problems to
I am so sore
Many things hold me back too
They say that writing my feelings work
Guess they lied because I\'m feeling worse than yesterday
I have never been a dork
No I have always been this sunshine everyday
Has anyone seen this side of me?
No, never
Would people let me be free?
Maybe, I know they are clever
I cry for days and nights
Momma taught her daughter never to cry in front of anyone
So, she learnt, never cried not in front of anyone, but cried in her bed till she couldn’t breathe right
Maybe this life wasn’t the one