I try to say hi or bye but you don\'t hear
Or you reply with \"Hey, bro\" or \"See ya, mate\"
You speak so straight yet seem so gay
And it makes it so hard for me to exist
When I don\'t know if I should shoot my shot
Which leads me to think of you and cry
Your existence causes me a lot of pain
Yet I love to stare at your gorgeous face
And listen to your lovely voice
You have no idea the pain I\'m in
All caused by my massive crush, scratch that, love for you
I long for your hand to hold
And I long for our bodies to be near
But the closest I can get is about a metre
Without making it seem weird
I long for us two to be one, in public and in private
But we can\'t even be together
So I try to move on, but I just can\'t
If God exists and there\'s a plan
Why would He wish this upon me?
Why would He wish it upon anyone?
This pain is only getting worse and I don\'t know how to stop
The thing is, I don\'t want to stop loving you, but I might have to
For the sake of myself