Fade
Everything happens for a reason
Everything changes with the seasons
and I don’t know how else to explain
the tension that increases my pain, but
I won’t be okay
I’ll swim in my pain
I’ll try to stay sane
but I know I’ll fade
-I alone knew what was real
and now I don’t know how I feel
but one day I’ll be looking back
at all the times I’ve been stabbed in the back- (Chorus)
I don’t think that this was a mistake
and I know for sure nothing will change
the memories that have been left in vain
guess I’m just supposed to feel ashamed
I am not okay
I’ve drown in my pain
haven’t been the same
since I began to fade
I alone knew what was real
and now I don’t know how I feel
but one day I’ll be looking back
at all the times I’ve been stabbed in the back
Don’t think I’m okay
since I swallow my pain
I’ll never be the same
until I cannot fade
I alone knew what was real
and now I don’t know how I feel
but one day I’ll be looking back
at all the times I’ve been stabbed in the back