It’s been almost four years since he’s had the opportunity to speak his mind, trials and tribulations thinking he made it through just fine but he’d be lying because the only thing that honestly changed was time, being stuck in a repeated cycle that feels never ending, once again finding a love he felt that heaven was sending but here he stands again trying to make sense of how he’s back at the beginning, something just doesn’t add up, deciding to make a change in his life you would think would be enough but it’s just f’d up that once he started to do better that’s when everything got rough, went from living pay check to pay check to finally being a little financially stable, tryna change his ways for his family took a long time but he was finally willing and able but once it started getting to good to be true he ran into a test he never prepared for, times on his job only got worse, feeling like a evil spirit attacked his relationship with a curse suicidal thoughts he didn’t mind being in the back of a hearse, questioning God like why is this happening when he thought things were getting better, then he had to realize that the enemy is clever, see the enemy watched a studied how to break you, but God stepped in and said watch me remake you, realize we are in the season of change like when you run out of ammo in your rifle so you switch to your sidearm when you go shooting at the range, understand everyone is being tested to see how strong you are, put your trust in Gods plan and believe that you will be able to go far, keep pushing and keep your faith or come up with your own oath, but never forget not to let anything hinder your growth