Sitting on my couch watching TV
I suddenly think of you
the thoughts come & linger on me
memories play, I hate it though.
After all you did, I still love you
in my saddest times I think if you\'d be here
holding my hand and protecting love
I have scars, too many of em
you gave it to me as your legacy.
I saw a dream of us
perfect in some other multiverse
you were my lover but then a monster
and yet I ran in your arms.
Holding my breath in water
but I couldn\'t see you were the one
holding my neck down and down
to make me drown.