It isn\'t healthy
To have gotten this comfortable with this pain
But I can barely feel it any more
It does come in waves, yes,
But it used to be this feeling
That was ever-present, never going away
But now, that feeling isn\'t there anymore
Or it is, but my heart has grown used to it
Forcing me to not sense its presence
I have been heartbroken before
But never like this, so this feeling,
Or lack thereof, is a new sensation for me