I heard this song
One line said: \"Think I forgot how to be happy\"
Have I?
I think so
Every day I fake happiness
I fake all my smiles and laughs
And they all hide the deep void in me
They hide all the self-harming thoughts
All the anger and harassment
But, Why is it easier to be depressed than happy?
Why can\'t I find meaning in life?
Why can\'t I have a moment of peace and safety?
Why can\'t I learn to be happy?
Cus\' that ain\'t what I was meant to be
It ain\'t what I was meant to feel