Silence betrays my mind
When I think I\'ll enjoy solitude
It seems so hard to find
And the chaos begins
My thoughts scream so loud
Like a street parade
Banging my throbbing head
Until I give into the charade
The fears of \"what if\" and \"suppose\"
Imitating true feelings
The erroneous scenarios
Makes my heart pound in my chest
I lose sight of what is real
And I begin to create problems
I sit by myself and cry
The falsehoods, I believe them
I try to find some way
To get away from the maddening ideas
But I keep listening to what they say
And keep stabbing my heart
I fight the rising panic
I don\'t know what to do
The make up srories in my head
Has turned me against you
In the end i turn you off
And you\'re so done with me
At my mind I angrily scoff
Because of it I\'m all alone