Tj Struska

Nevada 1953

Crash test dummies once employed to gauge 

the effects of an atomic blast

sit on a living room sofa

looking like my dead parents;

 

Dad’s tie askew,

Mom’s pillbox hat about to fly off.

They smile ferociously into the camera.

 

I can see Dad’s Oldsmobile on the carport,

the doors have blown off.

 

At noon, in the low desert,

a painted lizard waits,

his body tense,

his head cocked,

a hot wind coming up,

his golden skin rippled in the heat,

watching the curve of an empty road,

as if something’s about to happen,

some consequence,

on the edge of History.

 

12:04, under a changeless sky,

a hand poised on a button,

waiting