You could say I never considered you to be special to me
Now you struggle to fit yourself into my life
Like an unwanted puzzle piece
It\'s hilarious to think
That you believed you could show up and I would accept you
I thought \"So now you care\"
Maybe you\'ve always been there
But not to be what I expected
To make me learn and experience fear
To know the taste of my warm and cold tears
To feel what little confidence I had dissappear
As soon as you opened your mouth and said
You said I should smile at people, so they don\'t misunderstand
What a joke, so now you care
I cry and clutch my heart when you shout
I feel my heart ache for my sister becoming like me everyday
As she can\'t speak straight and avoids anything in your sight
You want me to be confident
You never cared, so why now
I got into habit of of looking at the ground
Especially when you came around
I wondered how you could sleep happily
When insomnia came right at me
You asked me to look at you straight in the eye with no baggy eyes
It really is to late to care
Why do you think it concerns you
If I\'m isolated each day
You took everything away
Now you wonder why I appear so quiet
So unstable and scared
Now you care
When I tried to leave, you stopped me
Oh, so now you care?