Laurajayne69

Lost

I\'ve lost my lover, I\'ve also lost my best friend. Who could imagine it would turn to hate. The things we went through, the pain the loss we shared.
The endless worry over our children,
You seen it all, or did you even pay attention.
The dates the times?
Mother never forgets, caught up with me over time, suffering in my head is only a game to you.
All said and done I never we\'re a friend or a lover, mother to your children, zero respect. I now know where it all went wrong.
It\'s me that kept allowing you back in.
It\'s my fault I suffer now, for all the times I shouldn\'t have had you back.
I have no weak spaces left, and you darling made sure of that.