I\'ve had many crushes before you
Although I\'ve never felt this strongly about any of them
But this isn\'t just a crush, is it?
Being in love with someone like you
Is very hard to deal with
Most of the time, when I see your face
I try to only look for a split second
Because that\'s when I feel all bubbly and excited
If I look for longer, the pain starts to kick in
The pain also tends to get me when I least expect
Just listening to music, and my brain will link the song to my feelings
Or I could simply be thinking about you
And it decides to rear its ugly head
It\'s been about a month since I realised I was in love
But I was in love with you before then
These feelings will cause my death
If they don\'t, I will need a long time to heal this broken heart
Broken hearts take a long time to heal
This one? I can only imagine for now
My last one took about 5 months
But I wasn\'t deeply in love with that guy
Sure we sort of had a thing going
But that heartbreak was also mixed with betrayal
I don\'t want this love to end
But on the other hand I do
Because when it does, I will be able to move on
And move on with my life
When my heart does burst into dust
I can then pick up the pieces and try to mend it
Mend all the wounds you unknowingly caused me
But that will take a while