The sweetness is alluring
Calling me,
Trying to turn me into a sinner.
I\'m a good girl,
But I can only resist for so long
And eventually, I always give in.
The sweetness is satisfying
Finally,
I can indulge.
But only when no one is looking,
For it is also shameful
To want it so badly.
The sweetness is nauseating
Taking over,
I can\'t stomach it anymore.
Because sweetness will destroy me,
And the perfect body
I have spent so long curating.
The sweetness is punishing
In the end,
It will always seek retribution.
Making me hurl it all out again,
Because being empty is more important
Then tasting the sweetness of life.