Darling mistress of Nirvana,
One whose ecstasy
brings fertility to the
mourning mud.
The reason of my own
Had I abandoned thee
To the reminent of this world?
Certainly don’t agree.
Let my departure
Exhale no dereliction
For the cause I had to upheld.
The story I wish you could infer.
Gregory have no say in this.
The cambium of world chaos
With his Catholic convey.
I’m not at home with myself
What is worse than death?
Letting you go, what a torture.
I crave for switch of fate,
Where this never issued.
Sleepless days is breaking
me down.
Memos. All I see
Is the film of you and I
I see your smile, and it fades off.
I bestow upon thee the pain
Adam placed on God as he left Eden.
Happiness comes from within they say, but no!
Mine comes from you.