Winters without intervals.
You were always walking fast.
Enough distance to see you…and Vinnie always on your right.
I never stopped trying to understand you.
Were you rushing. Were you escaping.
Suffocating, toxic, unconditional.
The love you gave me.
Germany 1994. I got lost in the tall grass and I couldn’t see you.
The first time I stopped feeling fearless. I was only 8.
Today I’m walking in the fields. The grass will soon turn into hay. My heavy boots crushing blades.
The love you gave me.
The love I will always demand.
Unconditional,
Toxic…
Suffocating.