I keep hearing quotes that I can relate to
For instance, the most recent one goes:
“Falling in love with someone
Is like handing them a loaded gun
That is pointed directly at your heart,
Hoping they don\'t shoot”
The day I realised I was in love with you
You pulled the trigger for the first time
And every time I\'ve seen you after that realisation
Has been another trigger pulled, another bullet shot
Directly into my heart
Every bullet forces me down but I get back up again
Only to be shot down again at some point
This unhealthy cycle will continue,
Until I find another person to love
But I can\'t see that happening anytime soon
You don\'t know that you\'re holding the gun
Let alone that you\'re shooting me
Every glance, every smile, every wave from you
Is another bullet straight into my heart
Each day my heart is getting closer to shattering
I\'m surprised it hasn\'t happened yet
But I\'m glad it hasn\'t
It will one day, but hopefully that\'s far in the future