Bella Shepard

Penicillium Notatum

 

Penicillium notatum, please let me be

Your moldy existence is killing me

Your malignant spores are everywhere

I breathe them in, but you do not care

You invade my life and make it hell

How to be free of your toxic spell

You’re inside, outside, everywhere

You’re on my clothes and in my hair

My food has lost its taste and lure

I remember when it seemed so pure

My head feels full and tight each day

I pray, when will you go away

I try to write, but am bemused

Gazing down at keys unused

Memory lapse is all too common

And names alas, are oft- forgotten

A thought will come then drifts away

Oh well, perhaps another day

Should I seal myself within a bubble?

Relieve myself of daily struggle?

I long for winter’s frigid temps

Perhaps, I hope, your grip relents

But judging from the year that passed

I’ve little hope that it will last

In three to five years they say

The shots will make it go away

I hope for my sake they’re not wrong

I only hope I last that long