i can’t write happy poems
i cant write stupid happy poems about how you make me feel
i don’t have the words for it
i love your stupid laugh
i love your stupid smile
i love your stupid everything
but still
i cant write happy poems
i look back and every single one is about this longing
this empty feeling
but i’ve found my person
and the empty feeling is gone
so here i am
a poet
without words
because i feel so complete
unlike anytime before