I am not a morning person
Making breakfast at 5 a.m
Taking a bath an hour before leaving
Smiling at myself in mirror
Beside
I wake up early
Staring at my roof
Realize its still 2 a.m
My eyes still wet
Thinking that its swollen
My throat feel so dry
I need water but let it getting drier
I forgot how many times i looking for best position
Just for wake up in midnight
In that half empty room
My mind struggling
Finding calmness
My color lamp not helping
It command me to stay awake
Who says
I never prayed before sleep
My parent always say to not forget
Sometimes I got beautiful dream
But wake up in this hour maybe just schedule
Like others wake for jogging
I wake up early for overthink