I befriended the god within,
I asked to be held close and be with me during this time as I ventured into the world of love
To be closer and be held in her arms
As I poured love within and sought nothing outside myself
I asked to be lovers first and to be fully merged with her
Where we were one, in this beautiful union
And here, we would stretch an arm out and invite Other to be part of our love
Freely as love is freedom
And if it worked out or not, I would know not to be attached to it
As I knew the language of god, and I understood it clearly
As I was god.