I try to be good
To treat you as a woman should
It\'s not that I don\'t care
Or don\'t hold you dear
I can\'t even say
I don\'t love you in every way
I am sure that I do
I really do love you
But what you don\'t see
Is that something is missing for me
That special kind of spark
The one that glows up your heart
Because it is expected
That I do what is directed
I go on with the game
Even though I am in pain
Years later I can\'t go
Or let my true feelings show
So I keep a plastic smile
To keep you satisfied
S. Lancaster-Primus