roxanna

What If?

I always wondered.

What would have happened,

If i didn’t smile at you, that day.

Would we still have met?

 

What if I had taken a different route?

Would you still find me?

Somehow, somewhere in this pitiful world?

Sadly, I did smile.

And now, all I see is red.

The dark red dancing on the water. 

 

The misty rain falls carelessly.

No idea of the mood it sets for me, 

The pounding at the door gets louder.

Your desperation shows clearly in your screams.

I really hoped you’d shut up. 

 

You deserve this.

You deserve this.

Because of a petty smile,

You pulled the world from beneath me 

Now when the lock won’t turn,

And the water overflows the bathtub 

You care?

I wished I hadn’t smiled at you.