I know you want me to speak
But I really just can’t
I’m sorry I’m so weak
I really just want to rant
But the words get lost
In the overwhelming fear
In the seas, storm-tossed
I’m being sincere
It’s hard for me too
Talking about it is so difficult
At this point I don’t even know if I can trust you
I don’t want to feel insignificant
I really want the pain to end
But I don’t even remember when it began
All I do is pretend
How long do I want to do this plan?
The silence consumes me
But my head is so loud
Why don’t they see?
I just want to make someone proud.