Left like the dust on a window sill
left like the ashes of a dead body
left like love’s first kiss upon the lips
for I fear so much loneliness that will be felt
for I fear isolation like as if i’’m living on mars
for I fear the pain I will endure
My screams will be heard in the howling winds
My sorrow will drown me from my tears
My blood will be splattered like a murder scene
I can’t go on any longer living like this
I am blown around through the air effortlessly like a leaf
A leaf that has fallen
And never be able to return to the top
The top is no longer my place
Here U lie on the ground with ashes
Broken down from kisses of love
Loneliness and Isolation has buried me like dirt of a dead body
I am dust and nothing more
The only thing that lives beyond me is my pain
My dear sweet pain
For I am a fallen leaf
blowing effortlessly
in the winds of my screams