I am trying so hard to find
A way to get you out of my mind
To not see you when I close my eyes
To not make you the ultimate prize
I need to control my feelings
To keep my heart from reeling
I have to let my head rule
To keep me from being a fool
It\'s such a difficult fight
That keeps me up at night
I don\'t want to feel this way
I wish it would just go away
Instead each morning I rise
And I can only see your eyes
I feel the tenderness of your kiss
That I don\'t ever want to miss
I\'m scared of being ashamed
If to you I\'m just a game
If you don\'t even care
That I put my heart out there
S. Lancaster-Primus