I gaze upon you like a lover in slumber
I desire to be in you
I walk to you but your air is cool
I hesitate but…
I must
I must enter you
You will be my salvation, my therapy
I know that if I hesitate too long the moment will be gone and I shall regret not having it, like some regret when they do
So in I go, headfirst and it is the chill that hits me but I’m in now and she embraces me
I reach for her bottom but it’s always just a breath away
How long can I stay in?
It’s mind over matter now and matter’s winning
I steel myself to go the distance and resolve to push to my limit
Longer than last time
Stroking, stroking
Holding, holding on
Then up and out and I’m finished
The sun shines down and warms my skin and I emerge refreshed, renewed, alive