Me HUman

Why?

i don’t know why, I see you as my treasure

i don’t know why, hurting myself is giving me pleasure

i don’t know why, I’m putting on so much of pressure

i don’t know why, for you i’m being a torture

i don’t know why, i feel I’m pushing you to hate me

i don’t know why, i’m crying to you though you don’t like it

i don’t know why, i’m being the obstruction on your way

i don’t know why, i feel bad for it everyday

i don’t know why, even though I have made my decision

i don’t know why, like you I can’t move on
i don’t know why, even though I want you happy
i don’t know why, I end up making you cry

i don’t know why, even though I don’t wanna hurt you

i don’t know why, even though I wanna be your reason for smile

i don’t know why, I’m the reason for tears in your eyes

i don’t know why, i keep on doing it again and again no matter how much i apologize

i don’t know why, i don’t like whatever i see

i don’t know why, this is happening to me

i don’t know why, i do not have urge to live
i don’t know why, I do not want to believe

i don’t know why, I get a lot of thoughts

i don’t know why, You happen to be in most

i don’t know why, this should be happening

i don’t know why, we ended up like this

i don’t know why, you feel this is the right thing

i don’t know why, I’m begging you ‘please’

i don’t know why, I care for you so much

i don’t know why, I don’t want to walk away with ease

i don’t know why, should i wait or why shouldn’t I
i don’t know why, i’m afraid that your love will die

i don’t know why, you want these feelings to be lost

i don’t know why, in our love we couldn’t trust

i don’t know why, they would be against us

i don’t know why, should i regret for I loved you the most