alyssa.15_

How it was

He went, didn\'t give back what he lent.

I just want to go back in time. You, we, us were so fine...

On that day when I read what you said... Everything was on pause, I was doing so bad.

He said i wasn\'t alone and he\'d alway have my back. From that lie my heart turned black and was a one way track.

Sure he came back and my little pathetic self didn\'t question it, sure it was exciting quite a bit.

Came after two whole years to visit me, his hug was like thousands of birds in a little cage being free.

After trusting him so much in and with my life, it felt like a stabbing in the heart of a knife.

Trust was lost, voices started to cost, feelings were lost...

I knew I shouldn\'t fall in love twice with the same person, it would just worsen.

The feeling of my heart tearing every time he made me feel like i should go, at some point I really felt like a hoe