“The Lie Stood Before Me”
I felt this familiar feeling long ago.
Deep within my bones to only describe as pure anguish!
I couldn’t go on as I always would.
Although I knew what it was,
I still remained hopeful
~The Lie That Stood Before Me~
Disillusioned my heart and head to a point I barely could imagine
I would learn quick to Pick and choose my battles.
This voice from deep within my soul whispered words to guide me to find solace
Please Remind me of what love means to you?
I myself feel the pain of bringing so many different ideas to keep us as one love
The surface of my soul reveals an agonizing
pain deep within my bones
Truthfully speaking, Love has no prejudice
The heart wants what it wants.
I knew I was going to love hard
From the very start
The time went from minutes, to hours, to days, and managing to serve 20 years of life,,
experiences are the only way to live this life and feel the lesson,
Nevertheless, I was very blessed to have you in my path to live my written journey..
Time never is waisted time in my book of life...
The experience that I tasted filled me with enormous amounts of
Pain in my gut.
I only wished that this struggle to let someone love you
would open up the dark side of your soul
Ask your creator to allow the light in
If only you felt the same way as you once did for me
You know, The love,
The words, and the poetry
that was so beautifully written
I was filled with this open heart, open mind and the openness to smile for the time you gave to me in the things that I only loved
Your drawings naturally drawn from a simple effortless Skitch
Suddenly, I silenced myself for a minute
To hear the hidden agenda all around me
The illusion of what I couldn’t see
I was blinded by what you planned for me
~The Lie Stood Before Me~
Time has come to my end.
Now I stand at a crossroad
I can’t go on any longer
For the love I have for you is so grand
But I do understand.
Why? The only true answer is,
that all the lessons presented before me
was to begin by accepting the first rule.
The first rule to abide by is...
Everything that happens to you in this life is done in the Devine timing
Really this is Out of our control.
Yes, to be in control of certain situations will
only cause much intense pain and anguish at deeper levels,
“The Lie That Stood Before Me”
I forgive you for all the times I answered your questions truthfully...
Just to get your negative feedback of what your mind made up of me...
Undoubtedly, the only action that I received time and time again was the aggressive, forceful, and insults I never deserved from a person whom I thought loved me and my heart
Instead I received this horrible memory of the bullies that created a living nightmare in my everyday Life
Why?
Because you are one to believe what your mind says.
The turmoil was so wrongfully committed
The inflictions seemed to have been the only thing you knew how to give,
The one thing that was taught was this energy of low vibrations
My destination will be a place of love, peace, and the wisdom to keep being who I was meant to be
Remember the night we met under a beautiful full moon
Soon I would discover that you failed to speak of truth
The false hope
The false promises
The Mind games
I am nothing of what you thought
I know who, where, what and how my life will be
” The Lie That Stood Before Me”
Will come to this false foundation and unknowingly create the tower to come crashing down
I remain true, grounded, and humble
I will not stumble nor fumble in the presence of you no longer The best part to me is every single minute was an adventure
The fire I carry within me will forever light my way to greater strength and courage to live
I never changed
I felt some days strange
To stare at,
“The Lie That Stood Before Me”
I felt a familiar feeling
To only remind me of
~The Lie That Stood Before Me~
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