dianaeme

Never there

Rip your eyes out with my hands Thoughts of dead come to my head

Would it be better if you were not there?

 
Disgust is all there is left
The sight of you  revolts my deepest nerves
Delusion  clouds your mind and thinks
We are okay
 
A creature from the deepest hell
Has come to scare me away
Has taken me to the depts of hell
 
There are no words to share
We are on  different realms
No desire to be well
Hole of darkness everywhere 
 
In a million years you will never be there
A lost battle I’m aware
Holding hands will not dare
Seeing you less is a prayer
 
Damage goods that can’t be repair 
Blinded by money and other delusional  affairs 
Born a man but  were never there
Said it loves but very unaware
 
Victims are not self proclaimed 
A fool who dares
Delusions do prevail in a heart that was never there 
 
See you never one hopes
This life with you was too long
Lessons learnt I hope, since I hardly did anything wrong 
So long vile creature of dispare if I ever see you would I care?