a.m.ni

Why

I wake up everyday 
Feeling like I’m im losing my mind. 
I wake up, I cry. 
I want to die. 
Why can’t I? 
Why can’t I just give up? 
I have an empty cup. 
No one to fill it.  
But here I sit, 
I stay for a bit, wondering why… 
I can’t just die. 
Suicide I can’t commit, 
My kids won’t get it. 
They’ll forever wonder why, 
Their mom gave up,
Leaving them high and dry