I can\'t feel pain
I can\'t cry
I can\'t be me
I can\'t say no to you
I\'m supposed to be perfect
Smart but stupid
Obedient but diminished
So what am I?
Who am I?
Am I someone whose life is dictated by another person who seeks redemption through my life & actions to cure their traumas & bad decisions?
Am I someone who is being manipulated every step of the way because I can\'t say no?
Am I someone who is being guilt-trapped & held responsible when things go wrong even though the person dictating me is at fault & yet left unscathed?
Who the hell am I?!
It\'s sad but I don\'t know