i wanted to be ethereal
to not have a body but
to float in the space like a spirit
i wanted to be the soul only
obvious things
caused in me
enormous amounts of pain
anger and disgust
i wanted to be a fairy
fragile and subtle
in sheer summer dress
with weightless wings
flying over green meadows
but i was born an animal
and i
belong to the greatest
kingdom that exist on earth
i was sucking divine energy
from my mother’s body
why do i divide things into
ugly and beatiful while
there is nothing wrong
in being embodied
maybe we as humans
must have been created as
visible beings to just
be seen because
beauty has to be admired
with all senses?