Belief

Behind my smiling face there are deep wounds that he caused 

He was  the solace to my heart and peaceful delight 

In the realm of emotions ,I have no respite 

Every night i used to fight 

With my demons inside 

Grant me peace and grant me power 

So that i can recover

From my lover

It\'s hard to believe 

But there is still no relief 

Just a belief 

That one day i will abandon this darkness inside me

I will stop choosing him over me 

Searching for solace in the depths of my soul 

But finding only pieces of what was once whole 

I weep and i pray

Hoping that healing would come my way 

One day In the mirror\'s gaze, my worth I\'ll find, casting shadows of self-love in my mind.