After 800 plus plus rhymes this will be the first where I don\'t hold back, as from 4am this morning one wrong move was going to start an attack!
I don\'t know why I do it! Like a thrill to survive or just a reminder all my life I\'ve been told by someone to get out their space or die!
For 2 hours straight and maybe for the next 72, I\'ve been told I\'m not welcome and definitely feeling it too. I try to breathe through it all but sometimes I know I\'m going to explode, then I find myself in tears because the anger brings on painful stomach episodes.
In my head this was going to be full of F\'s & C\'s but I love that when I write then I\'m rid of that disgusting habit, where don\'t get me wrong I still love to \"swear\" because a word is just a word.
Without actions or memories, they\'d be like birds delightfully chirping.
Right now I think I\'ve had about 3 hours sleep it may only be 7.30am but in my reality, it\'s whatever I want it to be!
In the spirit of letting my emotions go, I think what I truly love is knowing what I know but not putting myself into others shadows.
Dogs are awesome and people are wonderful too but not always when you put them together do you get a reality that\'s true, we just concoct the stage around us with an imagination out of this world.
I don\'t think I\'ll ever understand if being human is a miracle or a curse!